When I die
I want to know
I want to feel every breath
I want to speed and savor every moment
I don't want fanfare
I don't want chatter
I don't want sympathy
Let me drown in music
Leave me to float in the sweet love
The love of life that I alone enjoyed in my own version
End my life
Never end my soul

I don't know what its like
To be totally self-expressed
To be completely loved
To feel completely confident
To truly connect
To know the "me" that I think I am

Little angels are here
Sharing our fast food
Raising their hand
Spelling their names
Little angels are here
Making us think
Provoking our cry
Stealing our hearts
Little angels
We see them every day
And forget that they were here

A voice so small
I'm trying to be heard
To be found out
To have someone
Anyone
Recognize me
I don't know me
How could anyone

Words spent
Time passed
Intension misplaced

Billions of you passing, floating, rocketing around me.
One too close...
Just passing by...
Ah one sticks...
I see you.
You see me.
A moment.
And you whirl off in a flash of light.
I'm alone again.
Alone with me.
But, who am I?
I don't even know.
So... how could you, anyone know?
The conveyer of life keeps pressing on.
Ever moving forward.
Pressing, never missing, never pausing.
Another you passes by.
I catch your attention in a flash of light!
Deep greens, yellow and bright reds.
The perception of shared perception.
Whirling around each other.
The impression of love.
Then, true love.
Thoughts...

The Moment

It met me with a sting
A Whimper
A touch
A sympathetic tone
A bang
Goosebumps followed
I was in love right then
Spoken for with all the light of all the stars in the universe
I didn't think
I couldn't think
I was one with the moment
And as far as I could reach it became me
I spread my arms
In that instance
Everything that was
Everything that was to be
Everything that is
Is now
And now, I will remember it always